Fierce Love, Fragile Heart: Holding Camilo Close.1670
My heart aches with a pain I can’t put into words. Some days, it feels like it’s splitting in two, like there’s a constant tug between hope and fear, between faith and exhaustion. Watching Camilo endure so much—so many tubes, so many monitors, so many moments where I wonder if he will ever catch a breath that feels easy—is more than any heart should hold. There are times I just want to run, hide, and somehow take it all away, every struggle, every tear, every heartbeat that reminds me of the fragility of this world.
And yet, I know I cannot. I cannot take this pain for him, cannot fight this fight in his body for him. But I can be here. I can be his anchor. His strength. His hope. His safe place. Even on days when my own body trembles with fatigue, when trauma and sleepless nights weigh down every step, I am here. Right here. Beside him. Clinging to him, clinging to hope, clinging to faith that He is working in ways I cannot see.
And yet, I am broken too. Some nights, after the monitors finally quiet and the nurses step out, I feel the full weight of my own fragility. I feel worn down by unanswered questions, by moments of helplessness, by the relentless ticking of time while my child suffers. I want to have mountain-moving faith, the kind that lays it all at Jesus’ feet and walks away trusting completely, confident that everything will be made right. I want to believe—really believe—that I am enough for him, that my presence, my voice, my prayers carry power, and that my love can be a shield around him.
But days like these? They shake that belief. They make me question everything. Does he feel my strength next to him when he struggles to breathe? Can he hear my voice when I speak with the team, when I advocate for his care, when I plead silently for answers I cannot find? Does he hear me crying out to God, even when I feel like I have nothing left to give? Can he trust that even on my weakest days, I am right here with him, holding on by a thread but refusing to let go, refusing to walk away from this valley with him?
I wonder if he knows my heart. If he can feel my love wrapping around him, enfolding him like a blanket of safety and warmth, even when I cannot hold him the way I want. Even when I cannot take the pain for him, even when I cannot trade places with him and breathe for him, I hope that he knows he is not alone. I hope he knows that my love is fierce. Exhausted. Unshakable.
I pray that he feels the presence of Jesus here with us too—in the quiet moments, in the loud moments, in the fear and the hope, in the small victories and the setbacks. I want him to know that he is never alone, that every beat of his heart is cherished, that every struggle is met with the prayers and the faith of a mother who will fight relentlessly for him.
My sweet Camilo, I see your tiny chest rise and fall, and I see your exhaustion. I see the courage in your eyes, even when your body trembles. I know you are tired, but I promise you: it will get easier. Step by step. Breath by breath. Miracle by miracle. I see the strength you are growing, the resilience you are building. And though the road is long and hard, we walk it together.
I think of all the nights ahead—the ones filled with worry, with monitors, with whispered prayers—and I ask God for healing. For progress. For comfort. For moments of rest that restore your tiny body. I ask for miracles, for breakthroughs, for answers to questions that have none yet. And I pray that joy comes in the morning, as He promised, because each new day carries hope even when the night is dark.
There are moments when I imagine your future, Camilo. I imagine you laughing freely, running, playing, living with the lightness of a child who has survived so much. And I am filled with a fierce, protective hope, the kind that refuses to be shaken no matter how tired I am, no matter how scared I feel. That hope carries me through each night, each monitor beep, each moment of uncertainty.
I whisper to you in the quiet: You are safe. You are loved. You are not alone. I tell you about Jesus, about His strength, His protection, His presence, hoping that even without words, you feel the love surrounding you, the prayers lifting you up. I remind myself too, over and over, that I am not alone. That He is walking this valley with us, that every heartbeat, every breath, every tremor is in His care.
Even on days when I feel my faith waver, I return to this truth: I am here. You are here. And we are moving forward together. Minute by minute, breath by breath, step by step. The weight is heavy, yes, but it is borne together. And that shared weight becomes a testament of love and courage, one that I hope will wrap around you, Camilo, like a shield until you are stronger.
I know this journey will not be easy. There will be setbacks. There will be tears. There will be moments when exhaustion feels like it might break me. But even then, I will not let go. Even then, I will remain by your side, holding you, praying for you, and reminding you of the life, the joy, the miracles that await.
Please, continue to pray with me tonight. Pray for healing. Pray for miracles. Pray for progress and strength. Pray that the comfort of God’s presence wraps around us and carries us through the dark hours. And tomorrow, when the sun rises, may we see a little more strength in you, a little more healing in your body, and a little more peace in your heart.
Joy comes in the morning. And Camilo, my sweet boy, I promise you: we will find it together.
A Snare, a Scar, and a Second Chance: Saving a Baby Elephant’s Future.1256

Beneath the Golden Savanna Sun
Beneath the vast, golden expanse of the African savanna, life moved in its timeless rhythm. The tall grasses swayed under the gentle breath of the wind, acacia trees stretched their thorny branches toward the sky, and herds of elephants made their slow, deliberate journeys across the land.
Among them, a small calf trotted close to her mother’s towering frame. Her eyes sparkled with curiosity, her ears flapped in playful rhythm, and her tiny trunk reached for anything within reach — a tuft of grass, a bird’s feather, or even her mother’s swishing tail. To the untrained eye, she was the very image of innocence and safety.
But hidden beneath that sunlit scene was a silent, cruel danger. Halfway down the calf’s tender trunk, a thin wire snare coiled tight, cutting deeper with every playful tug and every innocent flick. It was the kind of trap laid not for elephants, but for smaller bushmeat animals.
Yet, in its indiscriminate cruelty, it had caught something far larger, threatening a young life before it had truly begun.
At first, the calf didn’t seem to understand what was wrong. She tugged and rubbed at the wire, but the snare bit harder, carving into her flesh, turning each movement into agony. The wound bled, and flies swarmed.
Her mother, protective and anxious, brushed her trunk against her calf, as if trying to comfort her, but there was nothing she could do. Left unchecked, the snare would have severed the trunk, robbing the calf of her most vital tool for feeding, drinking, and even communicating. In time, it might have cost her not just her freedom, but her very life.
Fate, however, intervened.
It was a tourist, traversing the dusty trail in a safari vehicle, who noticed the glint of the wire and the raw wound on the calf’s trunk. Startled by the sight, the tourist’s heart pounded.
They knew this was no ordinary injury — this was a death sentence if ignored. With quick thinking, they made a call to the local rangers, and the information traveled swiftly through the channels of conservation: from the Kenya Wildlife Service to the dedicated guardians at the Sheldrick Wildlife Trust.
Within hours, a rescue plan was in motion. The task ahead was daunting. Finding one particular elephant family among the sprawling plains was no simple feat.
The herds roamed vast distances, blending into the endless landscape. But time was everything. Every hour the snare stayed in place, it tightened further, deepening infection and pain.
The rescue team gathered their supplies: anesthetic darts, antiseptic medicines, surgical tools, and the steady hands of experts who had faced such missions countless times before. A helicopter was dispatched to locate the mother and calf from above, while ground teams prepared to move in the moment they were found.
The search stretched across hours. The sun dipped lower, casting long shadows across the savanna, when finally, the telltale shapes of elephants emerged. The calf walked close to her mother, trunk dangling awkwardly, movements strained. The team knew this was them.
But helping a baby elephant meant something few outsiders would guess: sedating not just the calf, but the mother as well.
A mother elephant, in her protective fury, would never allow humans near her injured baby. To keep both safe — and the team alive — they needed to gently lower her into the stillness of sedation, if only for a short while.
The darts flew, guided with precision. Moments of tense waiting passed. The massive mother swayed, eyelids heavy, before easing to the ground with surprising grace. The calf, distressed, trumpeted weakly, circling her mother in confusion, until the medicine calmed her as well.
The team rushed in.
What they found was worse than expected. The wire had cut deep, nearly halfway through the calf’s trunk. The edges of the wound were raw and swollen, a stark reminder of how close she was to losing everything.
Carefully, the veterinarians worked, cutting away the cruel snare, unwinding it piece by piece until it finally came free. The wound was flushed with antiseptic, antibiotics administered, and the raw edges cleaned. Infection, the invisible enemy, had to be stopped before it spread.
For long minutes, silence hung over the scene except for the rhythmic work of the rescuers and the low hum of the helicopter above. And then — the shift. The calf’s wound was dressed, the wire gone, and the prognosis turned from tragedy to hope.
With a counter-sedative administered, the little elephant stirred. She blinked, swayed, and trumpeted softly in confusion.
But then, across the space between them, came the sound that anchored her back to safety: the low, resonant rumble of her mother awakening. That sound — ancient, primal, filled with reassurance — reached her like no human touch ever could.
Mother and calf rose together, shaky at first, then stronger with every step. They leaned into one another, touching trunks, reaffirming the bond that had nearly been severed forever.
And then, as if nothing had happened, they turned back toward the open plains, side by side, rejoining their herd waiting patiently in the distance.
For the rescue team, it was a moment of quiet triumph. They knew that not every story ended this way.
Too many elephants fell victim to snares, poachers, or the unforgiving march of human conflict into wild spaces. But today, a little life had been saved, and with it, an entire family kept whole.
Later, Sheldrick Wildlife Trust shared their reflection:
“A little life saved. An elephant family kept whole.”
The words resonated across the conservation world, a reminder of why every effort mattered.
For each calf that survived, there was a chance for generations more to walk the savanna, to trumpet their joy beneath the golden sun, to remind humanity that the wild still holds wonders worth protecting.
And somewhere, beneath that same sky, a playful little elephant walked beside her mother again — her future no longer shadowed by pain, but by the promise of freedom, family, and life.